I <3 My dear

Anticipating~*

2010-12-15T22:12:00.003+08:00

Whew, Finally after half a year, i'm back to blogging

miss my blog, due to a stupid case half a year ago

but that's all in the past, let's forget about it:D

And start a new page starting from this post!

Didn't get to meet baby today): but your replies are super fast today:D

Went out this afternoon to collect passport.. freaking scary

the queue number which i took was 5729 at 1 30pm, and guess the number on the screen?

it's 5430* freak man! i waited for around 3 hours-.- but worth the wait

cos i keep thinking i'm going holiday soon!:DD and also baby message me constantly

thanks baby<3 after that head to bugis to find yarlee, and bought a Black V neck T

from her, cos i dunno what else to buy. ps ah but at least i supported you.

actually since last fri i had the intention to shop, but no time only):

after that since it's raining and my mood to stay out fade, decides to head home

practise BC test tmr. kinda scared now, but must have confident!:D

last paper for the day alr! JYJY then can have buffet!:D i'll save my stomach for it

lastly mummy and daddy where are you~ i'm tired of washing clothes, cook meals on my

own, and sleeping alone at night in the house~

2010-05-09T16:58:00.000+08:00

I love you Elizabeth lee

2010-05-08T22:36:00.002+08:00

Dear readers,
i have lost my sense of direction, no one is there to guide me along
i really don't wish that it'll end up that way, all along i've been pushing
and it's time for me to get cured.
I screw up everything, love, family. i have hurt the people around me, i didn't cherish everything i once had, and now i feel so empty without them.
just like a vase without anything in it, a fishbowl with no fish..
my heart hurts badly now, droplets of tears flowing down endlessly.
finally i know what's fighting for, and it's you baby.
so i'm gonna pick myself up and fight again.

2010-05-07T22:16:00.002+08:00

Someone ask me recently, what do you want for your birthday?
i was caught entangled, many things ran through my mind,
in general, ppl will want family love, their favourite entertainment game console, gfs, bfs for their birthday, to me all i want is god to be by my side, telling me what's right what's wrong, cos i'm very tired deciding for myself. i really need lots of support from ppl whom i really can trust, i do receive support from laopo now, in terms of emotionally, physically and spiritually, but dear what i really need is you to stay by my side, follow me wherever i go, and telling me that you really enjoy being with me. i know whatever i just say will hurt many ppl feelings, but somethings which is not meant to be shared, i will nvr share, for instance my heart. once u occupy it, you better know how to sustain it, if not don't ever think of snatching it away.

in the end there seems to be a bottleneck in my life
it seems that i'm contented with my life, like there's nothing i don't have
but at the same time i want this i want that, i realised in life,
i have decreased the expectations of myself and others towards me,
to a point where ppl starts scolding me, where's the original Aloysius?
the guy who always steady for anything, someone whom they look up to when they in need of help, and comfort when they are down.
To all my friends out there, i really don't know what makes me this way,
i have learn the reality of life, have you? if you dare to step out boldly and tell me yes, then i ask u what's the meaning of life to you? is it just by fighting for something u think is worth fighting for? or?

AND FOR GUYS WHO ONCE SCOLDED ME THAT I'M NOT A REAL MAN, THINK AGAIN, WHO ARE YOU TO SCOLD ME? SOME OF THE ACTIONS THAT U DID IRK ME SERIOUSLY, TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF BEFORE POKING YOUR NOSE INTO OUR AFFAIRS. ONLY MY PARENTS AND MIRON ARE ENTITLED TO DO SO! DON'T BE A SMART ALEX HIDING BEHIND SOMEONE AND CONSTANTLY HURLING BOMBS FROM THE SKY.

LASTLY I WISH ALL MAYs BABIES A HAPPY EARLY/BELATED BIRTHDAY:D

2010-04-24T00:12:00.003+08:00

For all of you who wants to criticize my blog
Think again, who are you to judge me, you are not my parents
do you really know what i'm facing?
In this world, there are only 3 ppl who can criticize me
My biological parents and Miron my cousin
for the fact that i am who i am
like me we can be friends, don't like me, just go.
there are no boundaries.

2010-02-27T02:32:00.001+08:00

May the culprit pls own up. I can drop the case if you tell me who you are.

WHAT A TIRING DAY

2010-02-03T22:14:00.002+08:00

I'M VERY SLEEPY~.~ goodnight everyone

2010-01-28T00:30:00.002+08:00

Sigh, recently so many things happened
and i'm just very very tired alr...
how i wish i can lean on baby shoulder now
and sleep peacefully knowing she will be there when i open my eyes
i'm really breaking down soon, i'm typing this post with my eyes shutting
and i've not completed my projects yet): oh god pls grant me strength
to continue and hang it there..
baby i'm sorry for doing something on your fb without telling you
hope you can understand how i feel now, as i can't take it any longer
i really love you alot<3 muacks imy):

2010-01-24T16:03:00.005+08:00

Hello Everybody!:D it's been a week since i last blogged..sorry!
you know? i'm a busy man, there's projects submission nxt week
and for the past few days, i've burned lots of midnight oil..
my fuel tank is almost empty>.< anybody wannt refill for me?
hee jkjk...i've been telling myself i can do it! and i did...*applause*
come on la, i'm not being thick skin here, but you know?..sense of achievement:D
hahaha.. BABYYY Got miss me? :D i miss you alot alot alot leh...:D
muacks i love you... baby went church with me tdy and i'm super happy...
thanks Hazel:D without you i won't be able to see baby...
haha dear you see the photo up there? hee
it seems to be telling me that i'm still taller than you;p
but i'll still love you...ai si ni le...
Guess what Shawn, we went to eat mos burger, guess you knew it by now
hahah bleh>< ever heard of a saying? naughty kids don't have meals to eat:D
hee keke... photos are up there 'folks' feel free to comment on my tag board ya
i see my counter keep incresing but my tag board feels so lonely..
come on don't be shy tag me!:D i won't bite:D
i only will give love bite>< hor baby!<3 muacks

2010-01-17T18:03:00.001+08:00

HI EVERYONE!
ELIZABETH HERE!

Sigh, my baby must be going through a very tough time now. ): please bear with it kay. and i believe that we will pull through (: i love you very very very much. :D

muackks.

2010-01-14T00:31:00.003+08:00

I dunno what's happening to me,
I'm just only a normal guy leading the same human life as you
why can't everyone just spare a thought for me?
here's some question..
what do you expect others to think of you as?
Do you know how it feels if you are the one in my shoes..
nvm drop that...
dear honestly speaking, i'm not angry with you or sad(:
in fact i'm glad that you didn't lie to me:D
muacks i love you dear

2010-01-12T22:40:00.005+08:00

Yeappie! i met dear tdy:D
haha guess what i meet her outside her sch!
haha i was hiding on the overhead bridge ok?
i'm not timid but you see there wasn't any guys at the bus stop
and there's like 20 to 30s girls down there? hahaha
dear eyes got infection):
hope she'll be alright after consulting with the doc tmr
whee and we camwhored! haha ever seen me in specs before? haha
dear said i look cute! haha thanks dear
muacks you are so sweet... i love you<3

Haha for those ppl who have been asking me which perfume i've been using lately
i've been using CK perfume..and i use my brother's perfume tdy..hee shhh
photos are up there...enjoy~ haha
Eternity for men is what i've been using the past few days
and cK free which belongs to my bro..
in conclusion? i prefer my own perfume~
reason? cos his perfume makes me feel sleepy.. hahaha

2010-01-11T12:52:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone! I'm back
Okie i know it's been a week since i last blogged
i sincerely apologise ok? been pretty busy luh..
well i'm in school now...hahah
life's been the same for me...school...
TP open house was very successful i guess
i could even hear those shouts when i'm in class man
oh well, dear came to TP! i was super happy ok?
hahaha brought her around...and i'm meeting darling ltr!:D

2010-01-04T20:00:00.002+08:00

Don't be sad Aloysius,
you know that will happen in the first place right?
I nvr once regretted making the decision,
and that's to love you wholeheartedly
frankly speaking when you told me your suggestion
i was taken aback, i didn't expect you will tell me that early
but nevertheless dear i believe we will pull through together
i hope to be the one to accompany you to collect your Os results
of cos i'll be praying that you will smile upon receiving your results
dear i'll wait for you till you complete your Os
cannot go find other guys ok?
i wonder when i will get to see you again...

P.S 我很爱，很爱你<3

2010-01-03T21:38:00.004+08:00

Went church on the dot tdy..
but there's no seat available so end up standing...
Dear i miss you very very much..
went back to sch tdy to do project but we face difficulty..
sigh well well the project had to delay again
thanks godma for the frog leg, it was delicious:D
hahaha

2010-01-01T00:00:00.003+08:00

HI DARLING! :D

Every start of the month is a new beginning and a start of another month into our relationship :D

we've been strong and happy in the first month. but it would be tough on you after this because i'll be having my O levels and we would not meet as often. but i promise that i will try to make time for you. there might be more obstacles in front of us. and i know that we can overcome them together. however , every obstacle we overcome , the stronger we get.hahahaa. alrights :D happy one monthsary (:

i love you very very very muchh (:

2009-12-31T00:38:00.004+08:00

Hello! earthlings(:
haha it's been a long time since i've blog ya:D
haha school had started...and i'm still in the holiday mood!
well let's back track to what i've been busy with..

27th dec 2009!
Went to church early in the morning..
and i saw santa 'invading' the church..hee cute hor
then went to eat dim sum with my parents and my evil bro!
after that home of cos, why? to rush my holiday work>< hee

28th dec 2009!
Dear dear is back!:D
School's started):
went to school for only 3 hours><
hee reason? cos e learning wk(: sounds marvellous right?
don't need get jealous:D
Austin cried tdy!):
aww he only want to cling on to me><
so i carried him no matter how tired i am
guess his weight? heee 20+

29th dec 2009!
went to school as usual
can you believe my remarkable timetable?
i had 4 hours break...guess what i did?
i did quiz roam around the school

30th dec 2009!
I Went to school for 3 hours tdy!
stupid right? and hor someone ask me give her morning call
in the end still sleeping when i was about to leave my hse
so i ended up waiting for her...
want to know who is that person?
Someone call VERA lim:D
meet dear! dear dear i love you lots lots lots...
hee went muggings with her friends..
one is Gillian and i forget the orange shirt girl name><
opps hahahaa

31st dec 2009!
last day of 2009! gosh so happy about it
hahaha well this year it's been full of ups and down!
but nothing else can be compared to the love from my darling:D Elizabeth
dear dear tmr is our one month anniversary:D
i prayed to god that we will last for many years to come
till our hair turn to white and our teeth hee
i shouldn't say more><
I LOVE YOU DEAR<3

2009-12-26T23:06:00.004+08:00

Well folks not to hide, as u can tell
i'm not in a good mood these few days...
pretty down lah... firstly I miss my dear badly):
didn't get to spend much time with her this break
secondly school's starting soon...
thirdly i'm still sad over my iphone
lastly i'm not feeling too well also
is there anywhere in singapore where i can scream out loud?
without anyone looking? sigh
frankly speaking, i didn't enjoy this year christmas...
getting more and more lazy to blog...
sorry to disappoint everyone..
my first sad post...

2009-12-24T02:23:00.002+08:00

Whee~ yesterday was rather exciting
haha I woke up at 10am!
and i got project meeting at 11am! well haha i'm late! sorry guys!
after my project, went to meet my dear:D
haha but dear leaving ltr in the day): aww bon vogage again...haha
ate at MINISTRY of Food (MOF)...
ok i got a confession to make...haha the purpose of staying around amk hub
was to kill time, so that Vera could pop out and give dear a surprise
hee dear don't scold me><
thanks Vera for the christmas gift:D it was lovely
headed to grandma hse for dinner, but i only ate the dishes
hahaha i'm not on a diet ok?! but i'm too full to eat anything
here comes the interesting part,
dear gave me a shock right aft my dinner
there's some miscommunication in btw actually
and i ended up rushing to meet dear at 7 30pm
haha in the end i went back to my grandma place
cos hazel accompanied dear to the dental appointment alr
haizyo! haha nvm i treat it as a form of exercise...
relieve to hear that you got hazel to accompany you<3
been having dry cough ever since i got home
super irritating... dear we are in the same boat now! "only warm drinks allowed"
hahaha, gosh i got midnight church ltr in the day..and i'm not asleep yet
it's a must go...cos 4 of my cousins are carolling!
can't wait to see how they perform
especially my evil brother who ask me to print scores for him!
ewww better sing well or else i'm gonna stuff the mic down your throat!
hahaha jk i'm not that evil ok?!
Dear! don't forget my marshmallows! :D

P.S Merry Christmas everyone:D, where's my present? haha

Ans may surprise you

2009-12-22T22:40:00.003+08:00

1)From now on , you can’t tell lies, are you ready?
YES!

2)Think back six months ago, were you single?
Nope.

3)What do you carry with you at all times?
Wallet , phone, pack of tissue (very useful) hee

4)When you say you don’t care, do you mean it?
Well , it depends :D

5)What are you feeling?
ecstatic

6)Is something wrong right now?
Nope

7)Are you mad at someone?
haha no!

8)What’s on your mind?
Darling!:D

9)Are you jealous of someone right now?
Nope :D

10)Do you have a piggy bank that’s actually shaped like a pig?
haha no

11)Do you want to start over with anyone?
Nope :D

12)Do you know anyone likes you?
Yes i do

13)Are you good at hiding your feelings?
nope!

14)What are you supposed to be doing right now?
checking project

15)True love or 1 billion bucks?
True love:D

16)Has anyone ever told you have pretty eyes?
nope

17)Anything you would change about your life?
Be more loving

18)Could you cry right now?
Nope.

19)Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
Hmmm, last time

20)How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
depends

21)Are you okay with the life you live?
Yupp.

22)Last person you told a secret to?
mummy

23)Do you believe true love can conquer anything?
Hmm. depends.

24)When was the last time you cried?
Long time ago, 2 months?

25)How much money did you spend today?
zero? haha

26)What are you sitting on now?
My bed

27)Whats something you really want right now?
darling><

28)How do you feel about your hair right now?
acceptable, within my standards haha

29)What did you do yesterday?
Went out with my darling <3<3

30)Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
depends

31)Is there someone that makes you happy when you speak with them?
YES! darling and mummy

32)When’s the last time you said you were fine and you really weren’t?
forgotten

33)Is someone on your mind right now?
dear dear!

34)Who’s birthday is coming up?
Jesus:D haha and jovyn

35)Were you happy when you woke up?
YES :D

36)What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
V(^.^)V

37)Are you easy to get along?
YES

38)Ever cheated on someone?
No comments.

39)Who is the last person you send a text?
Darling

40)What do you want to be when you grow up?
entrepreneur

41)Who are the most important people to you?
Family and ELIZABETH

42)Can you live a day without tv and your phone?
Tv, can :D phone , no . hahaha.

43)What/Who are you thinking of right now?
what am i going to do tmr, and my darling:D

44)What is you favourite colour?
baby pink, blue

45)Are you seriously in love?
Absolutely yes

46)Would you cry for the one you love?
Yes.

47)Have you ever failed in life?
why not, but i pick myself up easily

48)What is your full name?
Aloysius Lim H.H ><

49)Do you like your surname?
Yeah.

50)How long have you liked the person you currently like?
Felt like forever

51)Have you ever kissed anyone in the last 48 hours?
YES xD

52)Did you cry today?
NO.

53)What are you doing this morning at 8am?
zzZ

54)What are you doing an hour ago?
chatting

55)What are you currently doing?
Doing this quiz.

56)Are you mad about anything now?
No.

57)Have you told anyone that you love them today?
YES YES ! :D

58)Do you miss anyone now?
YES ):

59)Any plans for tomorrow?
yeap, project then my darling:D

60)Is there anyone you want to be with now?
YES :D

61)Name someone who make you smile today?
mummy and dear:D

62)Name a friend whose name starts with `Z’
no one except my cousin ZOna:D

63)Which of your friend(s) stays closest to you?
Brandon, Jia wei and darling

64)Do you prefer to call or text?
both?

65)Was yesterday better than today?
absolutely :D

66)When is your last and second last hug?
Last hug from Austin! my baby cousin and Darling:D

67)What does the last text msg in your inbox says?
Okie!

68)How do you feel about your life now?
Okay :D

69)Do you hate anyone?
i don't hate, i only don't like =)

70)Last person you called?
does miss call counts?

71)Who usually send you the most texts in a month?
Darling and mummy!

72)Is your room messy now?
quite haha

MOOviee:D

2009-12-21T22:55:00.007+08:00

Went to watch AvAtAr with dear tdy:D
so cool, but dear said some part is gross..hee
went to eat Swensens, dear dear i feel so guilty now
cos you ate cold stuffs tdy..haha
we canwhored, and dear said i was a lousy photographer..
hahha well i was so happy tdy! cos dear bought a shirt and iphone cover for me

P.S i will always love you<3

Thai trip

2009-12-20T02:08:00.014+08:00

OK i only post these few pictures cos i'm super piss off with the uploading system
keeps failing me..sigh i'll try again ltr in the day
dear dear i can't wait to see you again..

P.S Can't stop loving you <3

Dreaming Of You by Selena

2009-12-14T21:22:00.002+08:00

Late at night when all the world is sleeping.
I stay up and think of you.
And I wish on a star, that somewhere you are.
Thinking of me too.
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight.
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight.
And there's nowhere in the world, I'd rather be
Than here in my room, dreaming about you and me.
Wonder if you ever see me, and I.
Wonder if you know I'm there. (am I there, am I?)
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close but so far.
All I have are dreams of you.So I wait for the day. (wait for the day)
And the courage to say how much, I love you.Yes I do.
I'll be dreaming of you tonight.Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight.
And there's nowhere in the world, I'd rather be.
Than here in my room dreaming about, you and me.
(Spanish): (Translation):Corazon. Sweetheart.No puedo dejar de pensar en ti. I can't stop thinking of you.Como te necesito. How I need you.Mi amor, como t'extrano. My love, how I miss you.~*Chorus*~ 3Late at night when all the world is sleeping.I stay up and think of you.And I still can't believe.That you came up to me, and said "I love you.";"I love you too."Now I'm dreaming with you, tonight.Till tomorrow (till tomorrow).

And for all of my life.
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be.
Than here in my room.
Dreaming with you endlessly.

2009-12-13T17:38:00.003+08:00

Dear dear do you know how much i miss you?
i'm feeling quite down, reason being i cannot share your burden with you
you are having a flu in HK, and i'm scared that things will turn for the worst
so must try to recover ok!
the only thing i can do now, is to remind you to eat your medicine regularly):
no matter how bitter the medicine taste, try to eat them
for my sake ok? muacks love you
i'll be flying off soon, and i just check with the hotel in thailand
there's no free wi-fi inside the room i'm staying in):
dear hope we'll meet soon, cos i can't wait to give you one tight warm hug
and take care of you:D
well i'll stop here, going to buy dinner for my parents
Take good care of yourself ok?
I love you darling:D

P.S My love for you will nvr stop <3

To my friends who went Trinity:
Hey hunks and babe..heard that everyone is back in SG!
but i'll be going oversea until 20th of dec
so i can only meet you guys after i'm back!
can't wait for TCFS2007 to unite again(:

2009-12-13T09:55:00.003+08:00

HELLO DARLING! :DD

this is my first time updating for you. hahahaha. currently having a flu in HongKong!
darling kept calling me everynight to check that i have taken my medicine. hahahaha.
my cousin is joining our " sick club " soon . hee. yeapp. we're such mean asses. :x
we are coming back on the 20th. coming back by SQ . so we might be landing in the same airport.
hopefully we will meet kay! HongKong is really cold ):

Gotta get ready for the wedding dinner later.
yeapps. :D byeee.

I miss & love you . muackks. :D

2009-12-10T20:16:00.002+08:00

ONE MORE DAY! and i can open champagne^^
can't wait for tmr test to be over
so that i can meet my dearest! and also my iphone=)
5 days of torture and it's killing me!
can't imagine how did i endure past my Os..hee
well ladies and gentleman i'll not be touching my blog so often during the holidays:(
reason being i'll be overseas and well spending times with my love ones:D
well tata for now gonna prepare for my final race!

love you dear <3

2009-12-09T15:14:00.003+08:00

Tdy POM paper was a killer
i'm lucky enough cos i did finish on time
haha went for lunch with my parents
my mum just had her follow up and she's perfectly fit
wow i'm glad to hear that :D
and i happen to chance upon a shop selling something
hehe dear u will know soon^^
can't wait to see you on fri(:
but after fri dear will be going HK):
i'll miss you lots lots lots<3

2009-12-08T20:37:00.003+08:00

See that pretty girl up there? It's my precious darling k?
don't ever think of snatching her away from me
dear i really love the pics that u took
nxt time we must take more(:
well tdy test was quite crappy
most of the qns they ask was according to common sense -.-
well 3 more days! must hang it there, cos it'll be over soon
aww dear's having a tough time playing golf
don't tire yourself out k?
I prayed that god will give u strengh (:

2009-12-08T15:58:00.004+08:00

Whee! Thanks dear for your accompany to KFC tdy
You certainly made my day very very happy:D
Omg you can't believe that i'm blogging here despite my test gonna start in an hour time haha
well i'm relieving myself from stress k?! haha
Actually i'm not really worried about the test ltr,
but tmr): i totally had no confident for Principle of Management
going to memorise as much as i can when i reach home tonight
Well tata that's for now, stay tuned...haha

P.S dear i miss you

2009-12-07T15:27:00.000+08:00

Didn't sleep well last night
i had diarrhoea last night lo
and i had to wake up like 7 plus tdy?
i just pop one pill and i went to attend my grandpa anniversary alr
don't worry i'm alright now :D
everyone was present except 3 of my cousins
afterwards my aunt fetch me to school
well the test was kinda hard and i didn't have time to complete the last part of my last question):
4 more days left and i can celebrate haha
lastly, I love you darling ♥

2009-12-07T01:22:00.000+08:00

Hello everybody!
Finally i've resume blogging with the help of my mummy
Mummy thanks a million(:
Well actually there's 2 purpose of creating a new blog
1st: For my precious darling Elizabeth
2nd: To prepare for the new year
Actually i'm still a greenhorn in the field of blogging, so must help me out ya
Can't wait for tuesday to arrive, so i can meet my dear...
Wish me all the best for my term test this sem

2009-12-07T00:37:00.001+08:00

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